I am setting here watching Connor and Riley. ( our youth pastor's  adoreable twins) I forgot what it was like to have toddlers in the house. Brandy ( our dog) is not sure what to think of the boys. She hid under the table most of the morning, however she really liked when they ate lunch- she got what they dropped.

Brooklyn and Jordan went to camp this week and today are with the youth group for a mission rally. So the house has been down by 2 this week. It is so weird when I just have 2 of my kids at home. It always seems like I am missing someone and the house is to quiet.

It has been a really busy though. Monday and Thursday I spent the day driving to Andover (about 3 hours away) taking the kids to and from camp. Tuesday and Wednesday- I attempted to work. Today I am trying to clean house and get caught back up on laundry. The youth group girls will be staying here tonight, so I also need to prepare some food. They might want to eat at some point.

I have really been seeking God's direction this week. I had lots of time to myself driving and I tried to use that time to spend with God. I admit I have been grumpy and frustrated. It just seems like there are so many things going on that are so much bigger than me. I know that is how it is suppose to be but in those moments of uncertainity I just wish I wouldnt' second guess myself.

For instance, Last week I could not get clairety on what I was suppose to teach on Sunday. I found something and worked with but at midnight Saturday night, i was still unsure. SO i only slept for 2 hours and went to church at 4 to rethink and redo what I had already done. 

So I needed some time with God to clear my head.  I think it helped. I know that I have laid out before God and I know that he hears. So I guess this is where the the faith comes it. Trusting in God to give me the widom I have prayed for and the answers I have ask for.

I hope all of you have a great weekend.

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