I am at the end of the day and I want to go to bed and sleep... it has been 3 nights with very little sleep and todays events have my mind racing, my heart hurting and my eyes awake.

There have been several things happen today that have left me feeling like I have been punched in the stomache.


I put my oldest to bed tonight as she cried for broken friendships and harsh words she got in an email. As the mom, i wanted to fix it for her, but the reality is there will be many harsh emails in her life,, and probably many broken friendships. Hopefully we can teach her to have healthy relationships and just maybe work through the pain of the words to get to the other side.

 

I got an email of my own this evening. It also made me sad. I cried as i read it... a friend going through a really difficult time. And yet again, i can't fix it. I can't make it better!

There is several of things going on in our personal life that have come to light today that are just hard to know how to handle.

But you know what i know about all of this, it is just further proof that God is working at the Colburn house. God is working, so Satan goes on over time and throws things at us to distract us from going deeper with God.

So for those going through difficult times you are in my prayers tonight.

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