Some days it feels like your heart will break in two. That at any given moment you will fall apart in many pieces. The feeling of being kicked in the gut, or you're the worthless pile in the pasture. And you just don't know how to pull yourself out of it. You are unsure of everything. Nothing makes sense. You watch as things happen, feeling powerless to change it or make it better. Too much stress, too much going on. Now we wait some more, we ask questions, we seek God, and just want clear direction. We have been saying we will just do the next thing, but now we don't know what the next thing is anymore. What is the plan? Tough decisions are ahead. Why is trusting and waiting so hard? I am worried. . Worried about how to do the next thing.

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