Today has just been one of those days, where I realize I need God. I mean there is so much going on in our lives that I don't understand and Is so much bigger than me. That I know that I need God. In ever aspect of my life, I need him to give me clear direction and guidance. I have  been doing a lot of thinking about prayer. And how vital that is to everything I do. I feel called to strengthen my prayer life. To engage in the spiritual warfare that is needed to protect my family, to lead the ministry that God has called me too, and everything else that is going on in my world and the world around me. The question was ask by my pastor, "do we believe in the power of the Holy Spirit? I have been really convicted by that. Because I think in my heart many times I have doubts about this thing or that when I pray. So, I am trying to be more intentional in my prayer life. I see the need for this to be a stronger area in my life. I want my kids to know that everyday, their mom lifts them up in prayer. That everyday, I pray for their protection, their futures, their choices. I want Jason to know that no matter what we are going through, I am right here beside him, praying for him and with him. I want those that call me Pastor, to know when they tell me their needs and request that I am really praying. I want my sisters, and other family to know that no matter what I am praying for them. Prayer- do we really believe in the power of the Holy Spirit? I have been challenged. I want to see some miracles in occur in my world. * Home, * Children * Church * Nation and all around me. I know that God is Great. He can do the immeasurably more. !