This evening I am lacking motivation. I know that I have homework, I know I have other things breathing down my neck that need to be done. But instead I am setting in my favorite chair with my feet up, typing on the computer. I have been looking forward to this class, but now that it is here, I realize that it is going to take a lot of time. Time- seems to always come up in my post. I think I am doing better. I am working hard on managing my time better. Some days are better than others. but making progress.

So this Saturday I will speak at our mother daughter banquet. I am excited and nervous all at once. And one week from Sunday, i will preach at BreakPointe. This is both terrifying and exhilarating all at once. I know that God has called me to this but oh my- this is huge. I am going to preach about Waiting on God. and I have to admit, I don't always wait on God well. I get a little impatient and try to take matters into my own hands. and when I do- it never works out. God's timing really is best.

well, I really better do some homework. Busy day tomorrow- Deadline is tomorrow at midnight for my post...